Jeni, a black and white Papillon, came into my life more than 10 years ago badly abused and sad. With lots of love and tenderness, she became very happy and confident. She used to hide whenever people come to visit, but within 10 months she turned around and have such a cute personality. She loves to sit in a strategic position with her front paws crossed just watching me. She enjoys coming to bed with me and even though there was plenty of room on the bed, she would squeeze close to my back and the touch and warmth really feels my heart. The joke is that if you find Jeni, you find me! The unconditinoal love, companionship she gave me is undescribable. She gets me out of the house. Though small she can be quite bossy, as if she runs the household. She would bark if I sleep in on weekends, as if to say "get out of bed mum, I want my food!" Oh yes, she does enjoy her food, quite a guts, I often wonder where she puts it as she is so tiny. I love it when she just sat next to me watching tv very contented. We go everywhere together and absolutely enjoy each other's company. Because I am childless, she is like my little gal and she is the best dog anyone could ever ask for. I love her so much and miss her dearly. She has given me so much and we have been through a lot during this journey. She may be physically gone but she will always remain in my heart forever.6 September 2010
Hi Jeni, we picked up your ashes on Saturday and buried you in my garden, your favorite spot where you love to dig, remember the spot? Also planted a plant with beautiful tiny white flowers to match your beautiful white fur. I know you'll love it there. Mummy made a plaque for you as well. Buzz, Seph, Crystal and I spent the day with you and it was such a beautiful sunny day, talking to you and tidying up the garden for you. I'm glad you're home with me again and we miss you very much. I will not be sad anymore as I shall remember all the good times we had together. And it is very comforting to know that you're well again, no more in pain and enjoying, playing with your new friends and looking down at us. I love you baby and I will never ever forget you! Mummy.
10 September 2010
Hello baby, I hope you are enjoying being home with mummy, playing in the back garden and resting in your nice little dog house. I make it a point to see you in the garden in the mornings before I go to work and say hello when I return from work. I am sure Crystal misses you and would you please keep her company as she is used to you since she was a pup. The weather has been beautiful and the plant I planted for you has started to bloom as I can see the little white flowers starting to show. Be at peace my baby and I miss you very much. Love you, Mummy.
13 September 2010
Hi Jeni, I spend a couple of hours with you on Saturday after my line dancing out in the garden as it was a beautiful day with the sun shining, I'm sure you would have loved it. Guess what, your plant has flowered, I can see 3 little white flowers, so soft and beautiful like you. I miss you and often think of you. I miss you the most in the evenings when you usually come to bed with me, how you used to scratch and make such moaning voices. And mornings, I miss waking up to your cute little face. Enjoy yourself up there, play and have fun as I'll be with you one fine day. Lots of luv, mommy.
17 September 2010
Hello baby, did you see how beautiful the plant is, it's blooming so well? You're never far from my mind, a lot of things remind me of you, remind me of how much fun we have together. I still have your bed next to mine as I'm not ready to put it away. Whenever I walk into the bedroom, I always look for you in the little bed hoping to find you there. Crystal has been quite reserved, I am sure she is missing you very much, and I miss you heaps too. Though I am sad that you're gone, I am very comforted that you are no longer suffering and that you're now my angel looking down at me and smiling and sending me your love. Do enjoy yourself Jeni and I'll join you one day. I love you. Mommy.
20 September 2010
Hi Jeni, what a beautiful day it was yesterday. I think the cold winter is over, it was a nice change as it was really warm and sunny. Rob, Buzz and Seph came over. We planted a few cordylines near your area, to brighten it up and give it some color, I'm sure you'll like it. And your plant is looking so beautiful with more tiny white flowers. I miss you baby so much, I think of you all the time. Sometimes sad that you are not here but sometimes you bring a smile to my face when I remember how cute you were and how much of joy you had given me all these years. I love you. Mommy.
24 September 2010
Hello baby, my colleague asked how you were just now, not knowing that you are not with me anymore. I cried as I feel sad that you're not with me, I thought I'm getting stronger but it still hurts so much when anyone talks about you. I try not to be sad as I know that you're in a better place but I guess I miss you very much and wish you are still here. I love you baby and I think of you all the time. You be good and look after yoursef and I know that you may not be physically with me, but you're always in my heart. Love you lots, mommy.
8 October 2010
Hello baby, sorry I haven't visited you in a couple of weeks. So much has happened at home with Sara, the lodger from hell, remember her? She turned out to be a psycho but mommy finally got rid of her, good riddance. How are you baby, hope you are still well and happy, have you made more frineds and have you got plenty to eat? We still miss you but I think Crystal is leaving to be on her own, I'm sure she misses you a lot. Buss & Seph still come around and they are always running around in the garden. It's a pretty hot day, you probably wouldn't like it. I plan to bet a collage of photos printed of you and frame it up nicely in my bedroom, that way I can see you more often. I couldn't find too many photos but I'll continue to search. I just wanted you to know that I still love you and have not forgotten about you. You just continue to be happy and enjoy yourself and I will meet you one day. Lots of luv, mommy.
9 August 2011
Hi baby, it's been almost a year. Though I have not visited you, you're always in my mind. Visiting you has been very painful for me, that's why I haven't been back. Back now, with the grace of the Lord, I am able to think of you with a smile, no more tears or sadness. Now my memories of you are of the good times we have together, not the loss of you. Rob and I still talk about how cute you can be, how you are so bossy despite how small you are! How Seph (remember her) used to bully you. We often talk of the last day we spent together (of course we didn't know it was your last day), how it was a beautiful sunny day and we spent the day together, of course not knowing you were unwell, probably in pain. I miss you my sweetie and often think of you, how you would have love this and that, especially with my cooking. How Crystal must miss you, after all, she grew up with you. How lonely her days must be now that she is on her own. But that will change soon as Rob and I are buying a house together, and Crystal with be with her parents together. So we don't feel so guilty leaving her all alone while we're working. Baby, you will be coming with us to the new house (if we get it), so don't worry. I know you will love the garden (bigger than mine) and plenty of places to hide. I love you and thank you for the years of love, companionship and loyalty. You're the best dog I ever had and you are always in my mind and I'm sure you're enjoying life up in heaven. Love you heaps. Mommy
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