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Memories of Kashmir
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Kashmir-You are EVERYTHING to me- I never had children, so our bond was even deeper-you are my best friend,first born,sister,mother,confidant all in one. We have a love so deep. I know you did not want to leave me and I did not want to leave you, but I knew you were very sick and I thank God for the 15 years. Even Dr. Hamil and Dr. G were in awe at how healthy you were for so long. I miss you giving me grief when I eat dinner- you barked until you got what you wanted and even though Rhiannon and Ellie Mae are here- you were/still are the DIVA/PRINCESS/OLD LADY. Rhiannon misses you terribly, since she grew up with you. I give her extra love now- she seems to love that. There was a tree planted in your name in the Nevada forest by one of my friends and I recieved a wind chime that I put up and when it chimes I know you are talking to me. I have been in a big depression since you left- I have a hole in my heart that nothing can fill- I see you everywhere I go- I speak of you all the time- it makes me feel like you are still here- Daddy bought that camcorder at XMAS and I watch all the videos of you- my loving you and you getting filled up with the kisses/hugs- and giving them back- you wiping your face on my sofa- going up/down--messing up the rugs and just walking away- barking when you wanted something I watched your 15th birthday we had in the park 1/4/09- you were still so healthy- I wish at times I could be with you right now- the pain is so great. I have hope I will see you again and Shadow and Cody- Life is not the same but I am trying to live- but I will NEVER live without you- I live as if you are still here- I know I feel your spirit- Sometimes I feel you are in the room with me. I still get up at night and go downstairs and sleep on the sofa to be near where you slept the last 8-9 mo-- I know God only lent you to me- but I am selfish- I wish I could have more time--I promise I will love Rhiannon/Ellie Mae until they are with you. I love all of you the same- but different--you were my first puppy since I was an adult, and we were alone a long time before Daddy came along. He misses you terribly- we love our morning rides to 7-11 we miss you sitting on our laps!!! I kept everything the same in the house. I won't change anything of yours, ok? We have a ton of pictures up of you- but I always did- So many people called when you passed- there were alot of people that loved you-they knew what we meant to each other- People from work sent flowers- I dried some and kept them- your favorite colors- purple/pink how about that? You and I have been through thick/thin together- many lonely times- you were the only one there for me- well, you and Rhiannon- Ellie Mae came three years ago- You have been more important to me than anything I can think of and if I had a million/trillion dollars and it could bring you back --in a second I would give it up for you-I can't imagine life without you- I am trying , but Kashmir- peepee, peachie- I miss you so much, I don't know how I can do it. I am one day at a time right now. I have no regrets on how we lived- we went everywhere together-remember when I bought the baby stroller and everynight we strolled at Huntington Beach-I knew you would not walk 4 miles- so the stroller was totally you. I miss you sleeping with me- you took up the whole bed when you felt like it- I was grateful for a 5 inch piece of a King size bed- ha- that is ok- I made it just fine, Well, baby- Mommy loves you so much- this pain is the most horrible pain in my heart I have ever experienced- not even losing my mother felt like this- but I was alot younger- You had all my best friends around you when you left this world- Daddy/Me/Dave and Suzanne- Lester could not be there--but he was ALWAYS there for you in every other way- You came into the world quietly- you left quietly and you loved everyday- you never saw bad in life only good and that is what I wanted for you- I just wish it could last forever- I have faith that we will be together- if I did not have that- I don't know what I would do- You are my child with fur-- I love you Kashmir- more than life- I promise-- Kisses/hugs==XOXO Mommy
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