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Memories of Lobo "Mister" Gonzalez
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Lobo came into our lives almost 9 years ago. He was 8 weeks old when he blessed our lives with his love, playfulness, and loyalty. He filled every day of our lives with happiness, laughs, and challenges. He was our gentle giant. He was 145 lbs of love and playfulness. People sometimes crossed to the other side of the street when they saw us walking, but little did they know that all he wanted to do was rub against them, play, and if given the opportunity.....steal your steak right off your plate. Two people fell victims to his steak stealing abilities. It was so funny. He was always nice to all the furry critters he encountered, and he loved to grab the roll of toilet paper from the bathroom and roll it out all the way down the hallway. He loved his walks, and he LOVED to eat. Anything he could get his big paws on. One time my mother-in-law made a roast. She had placed it on the counter to cool. Turned her back for two seconds. Lobo took advantage of those two seconds....jumped up, front paws on the counter and stole the roast. It was hilarious. You just couldn't stay mad....not at our big guy. He would always be in the front window of the house when we pulled up...wagging his little nub of a tail, excited to see us. Or howl like a coyote when he heard the sirens of fire trucks passing by. He loved to lie for hours on the deck overlooking the canyon. That was his favorite place. We were able to spend your last morning with you on the deck, watching the sunrise. I will cherish that moment forever. I will honor you everyday my sweet baby. You deserve that and so much more. I wasn't ready for you to go my sweet baby. None of us were. It was truly the hardest decision we have ever had to make. I am truly heartbroken here without you. You are free now my love. Free from the pain and suffering you were beginning to endure. You taught us so much...your unconditional love and loyalty is a lesson for all of us. I won't take anything for granted my love. And I will never, EVER forget you. You are in my heart forever. So run with the other fur-angels my sweet boy. Until we see each other again.
April 8, 2011~ I look around for you my baby....hoping that I will see you walk up to me. To nuzzle your head in my lap. I can not believe that it has been a week since you were here with me. It is so painful to not have you here my baby. We moved to the new place. I know you would have loved it here. The yard is so big and nice....and the house so warm and cozy. It's been hard to go back to Bev's house. Everything there reminds me of you my love. I look for you behind the couch, on the deck, in the bathroom. I stood in the bathroom today laughing.....laughing at the way you knew how to put your big paw on the pedal to open the lid and pull out the paper. You loved that game. Mommy misses you so much my big boy. I love you. April 10, 2011~ I miss you baby. It feels so empty in our house and in my heart without you. I carry your toys in the car with me...it helps me feel like you are there with me. I love you sweet boy. April 12, 2011~ I'm struggling today my sweet boy. I hurt so much for you. The tears just keep coming. Why did you have to go my sweet baby? You had so much more love to give my big boy. Did you see the glow of the candle that we lit for you yesterday? I will never forget you Lobo. Mommy can never forget you. My heart is so empty. All my love to you my big boy. April 15, 2011~ Two weeks today without you. I'm not even sure how the time has passed so fast. It is such a blur. I miss you so very much boy. I miss walking with you, hugging you, being with you. Just looking at you made me smile. I haven't smiled much lately. Not without you Lobo. My heart still hurts so much. I can picture you running in the beautiful sunny meadows of Rainbow Bridge. Giving your love to all the other fur-angels. I Love you so much sweet boy. You are always in my thoughts.....and forever engraved in my heart. Hugs and kisses to you my sweet baby. April 19, 2011~ My sweet Lobo. I don't stop hurting. Every day gets harder and harder without you. The tears just keep coming. My heart hurts so much for you. I wish you didn't have to leave my big boy. The vet office just called...they said you are back my love. I could go pick up your ashes....but I don't know if I have the strength to do it. I will though....you need to be home where you belong. Oh, my sweet boy why did you go? I am so broken inside without you baby. My life feels so empty...I can't wait to see you again. Mommy loves you. April 21, 2011~ We brought your ashes home yesterday big boy. That was so hard. I still can't believe that you are gone. Mommy misses you so much. I think about you all the time my sweet boy. The pain in my heart is overwhelming. It is so hard without you. You are always in my heart baby. Cindy and Bonnie are visiting Bev. They were so sad to hear that you left us. Cindy misses you so much ~ she called you her Ferdinand the Bull, my sweet boy. You were so loving and caring. I miss your sweet nuzzles and kisses. And our walks around the neighborhood. You were such a good boy. I love you my Lobo. April 22, 2011~ Hello my sweet Boy. I miss you so much. Each day that passess I miss you more and more. My heart is so broken since you left my Lobo. I hope one day I will be able to think of you with only smiles in my heart, and not such sadness carried in my heart at you not being here with me. I still can not believe that you are gone my love. Mommy sends you much love, kisses and hugs. I love you. April 27, 2011~ I wish you were here with me baby boy. My heart continues to ache for you...always thinking of you....I see a shadow and for a second I forget that you are not here with me. I miss you so much my big boy. I was looking at our pictures of you and what a handsome boy you were. It was undeniable. I wish you were here for me to hold and to kiss. You always filled my days with happiness. Even when I was in a not so good mood...you knew how to lift my spirits. I'm sitting here at night time and it's so quiet.....I can still hear you breathing as you did when you slept. I miss you sweet baby. My heart continues to be broken without you. I love you my sweet Lobo. May 1, 2011~ Hello my sweet boy. It's been a month since you left us. And the heart ache has not gotten any easier. I miss you so much Lobo. I wish you were here with me everyday. Tomorrow is my birthday, but it won't be the same without you my sweet boy. I'm not sure when or how the pain in my heart will pass. But I do know for sure that mommy loves you with all her heart. And I find solace in knowing that you are no longer in pain. I like to believe that the dream I had the other night of you was YOU telling me that you are okay. I will let that idea sustain me for now my sweet baby. Missing you so very much my sweet Lobo. I love you. May 5, 2011~ Hi my big boy. Mommy continues to miss you so much. I think about you all the time. I wish you were here Lobo. I miss your kisses, your playfulness, your stubborness, I just miss YOU. We all miss you so much. I love you baby boy. You are always carried in my heart. Thank you for loving us the way that you did. We were so fortunate to have you as a part of our family. Things are not the same without you. They never will be. Play and run free my sweet Lobo... May 10, 2011~ My sweet Lobo....days pass and the heartache lingers constantly in my heart. I miss you so very much my sweet boy. Everything reminds me of you my love. I miss how you would wake me up in the morning...squeezing your big body between the wall and bed so that you could give me sweet kisses. How I miss that boy. And then as you'd back up a little bit at a time, I would go "beep...beep...beep...beep". It always made me smile. I love you my big boy. You forever remain in my memory and in my heart. Another will never replace you. Mommy sends you big hugs and kisses. May 15, 2011~ I miss you my big boy. So very much. Not one day goes by that I don't think of you. Mommy loves you so much my big boy. It's just not the same here without you. You are in my heart forever my love. May 17, 2011~ It's a hard day today my love. I'm missing you so very much. My heart hurts. I wish I was stronger~ I know you are not in pain anymore, but I wish so very much that you were here with me. The tears just keep coming today....I'm loving you so much my precious boy. Visit mommy in her dreams. May 24, 2011~ Hello my precious Lobo. Mommy is thinking of you so very much each and every day. I miss you so much my baby. I was able to watch your videos the other day and smile...thinking of how much you loved us and how much you made us smile each and every day. It's not the same without you baby boy, it never will be. Janet gave me a rosebush and I've placed it in the yard. I can't wait until it blooms....Bev did say how much you loved to eat the roses in her garden. ;-) This rosebush is for you my sweet boy. I will keep it with me always. I love you Lobo. You are always in my heart. June 1, 2011~ My precious boy...it has been two months since you left us. And my heart continues to ache for you as if it were yesterday. You are never out of my mind or out of my heart. I miss you so much Lobo. We all miss you so much. Mommy loves you my big boy. I hope you have made many friends at Rainbow Bridge. I know how the little furry critters always used to try to push you around...and they would succeed. You would always hide behind mom...my gentle guy. I love you so much. Never forgotten my love...in my heart forever. Mommy sends lots of hugs and kisses to you sweet boy. June 8, 2011~ Hi my big boy. I've been thinking of you so much....always thinking of you. And mising you so much. Heidi has become a permanant resident at the house now. Sometimes it looks like she is looking for you. Sofia misses you too. She lost her best friend...it's been so hard for all of us. I carry your collar in my jacket pocket still.....it still smells like you baby. I wish so much that you were here to give me those sweet kisses of yours. You are forever in my heart my love. Mommy will never forget you. I love you Lobo. June 15, 2011~ Hello my sweet boy. Mommy is thinking of you. Always thinking of you. Looking at your pictures....and missing you so much. I wish you were here with me, everyday. I can't believe it's been two and half months since you left us my love. The pain in my heart from losing you has not softened at all. I love you baby. Run and play free of pain my Lobo. June 21, 2011~ My sweet baby...I have cried for you all day today. Missing you so very much. It feels like a bad dream at times... you not being here with me. "I'll keep you locked in my head June 27. 2011~ My sweet Lobo....I'm always thinking of you. Your sweet memory is always in my mind and in my heart. I miss you baby....soooo much. Not one day goes by where I don't wish that you were here with me. My beautiful Lobo, mommy loves you so much. And I always will. July 2, 2011~ It's been three months without you my love. I'm sorry I didn't visit yesterday....you were on my mind all day. I miss you baby. We all miss you so much. Even Heidi sleeps under the table where you rest my sweet baby. I wish you were here Lobo. Everyday. It's still very hard without you. We are going to Beve's today. It's never the same without. I love you my sweet boy. Mommy loves you forever and always. Rest my love. July 8, 2011~ My baby Lobo...it's still so very hard without you. I think of all the good memories you left us and how sweet you were, how much you loved us. I miss your sweet kisses baby. I miss walking you....everyday I miss you. You were such a sweet boy. I was thinking how when I would walk you and we would run into smaller dogs and they would start barking at you, you would just hide behind mommy. You were so cute when you did that. You left us too soon boy. My heart continues to be broken without you. I wish you were here with me. Gabe misses you so much too. Thank you for bringing us such joy and love my sweet baby. You will never be forgotten my love. July 19, 2011~ Hello sweet boy. I'm sorry it's been a while since I visited your site. Mommy's heart continues to be broken without you. I think of you every day and miss you so very much. It's Mark's birthday today. He told me this morning that he thinks of you all the time, especially when he goes on his bike rides on the trails. You loved walking on the trails....he remembered how you stayed right by his side when he got stung by those bees. You never left his side. Thank you my love. Thank you for being ours. And we were yours. I love you Lobo. Rest my sweet boy, until we see each other again. ~XOXOX~ July 23, 2011~ I miss you my big boy. Still so lonely without you. Mommy loves you so much Lobo. Visit me in my dreams my sweet baby. July 28, 2011~ Nine years ago today a little baby, a cute little ball of fur was born. Happy Birthday my sweet boy. I hope that you are playing and running with all of your angel-friends at Rainbow Bridge. I miss you so very much. And not one day goes by that you are not in my thoughts. I love you Lobo. Hugs and kisses~ August 3, 2011~ My sweet Lobo, it's been four months since you left us. And the pain from your loss feels as if it were the first day. I love you my sweet boy. Mommy thinks of you all the time. I miss your nuzzles, and kisses so much baby. I wish so much you were here.....everyday my big boy. Mommy never forgets, you are always in my heart. August 15, 2011~ Hello my sweet boy. It's been a while since I've visited. I'm sorry my love. Mommy misses you so very much. Everyday I think about you Lobo. I still carry your pillow and toys with me in the car. I haven't been able to part with them. But when I am ready, I have decided that I will donate them to Pets in Need so another fur-baby could enjoy them the way that you did. Just writing this brings tears to my eyes. I wish you were here with me my love. Sometimes I just can't believe that you are not here. I love you so much my sweet boy. Visit mommy in her dreams. Until we see each other again my baby. XOXOXO September 4, 2011~ My sweet baby, I know it has been a while. But please know that you are never forgotten my Lobo. Mommy thinks of you everyday. I was watching the videos we took of you and I so wished that you were here with us. Everyday we wish for that. You brought us so much joy my love, so much happiness, so many smiles, and even some frustrations, but we loved you with all of our heart and I know that you loved us also my sweet boy. It's hard to believe that you have been gone for a little over 5 months. It feels like you were just here with us yesterday. Your memories I carry in my mind, my heart and soul. Thank you for being ours Lobo, I miss you so very much. Mommy loves you with all of her heart. September 14, 2011~ Hi my big boy. Been thinking about you so very much. And missing you like crazy. Mommy never stops thinking of you Lobo. You are carried in my mind and heart every day. I miss our walks so much. The way you would trot and smell every last little flower, twig, bush, rock, etc. It made me laugh how everything was so interesting to you baby. You appreciated all that nature had to offer. What a gentle soul you were sweetheart. Big in size, and BIG in heart. I still can't believe you are gone. Life is not the same without you. The tears still fall. And the pain in my heart still lingers. We turn on the candle for you every Monday evening my love. We remember....always. We will never forget you. Visit mommy in her dreams. I miss you and love you so very much.~XOXOXOXO~ September 25, 2011~ My sweet Lobo. The days pass and you are always missed and thought of each one. Was looking at some photos of you. What a handsome boy you are. Always were. I'm still waiting for the dream where you will visit me my love. It's been almost 6 months and it still sometimes feels so unreal that you aren't here. I miss you so much. How I loved walking you after I got home from work, you being in the window- you somehow knew when I would pull up in the driveway- and your little nub would go a mile a minute from excitement. I miss that. I miss seeing you. How I would love to just hear one howl, or bark from you. I love you my sweet boy. You are always in mommy's heart. Never forgotten. September 29, 2011~ Hello my sweet love. Oh, how I miss you my big boy. I have your pictures up at work so I can look at you all day.....i remember sweet memories of your playfulness, your sweet kisses, your sweet sounding barking. It hasn't gotten easier. Just little by little a bit more tolerable. You are always thought of my Lobo. I carry you in my heart every day. Mommy love you so much. Send mommy sweet, sloppy kisses. ~XOXOXOXO~ October 1, 2011~ It has been six months without you Lobo. And I miss you today like it was the first day. I can't believe time has passed this quickly. I think of you everyday. We all do. I hope you are having a great time at Rainbow Bridge my love. Make lots of friends. I wish you were here with us. Your sweet memories make me smile and cry. You are never forgotten my big boy. Mommy carries you in her heart every day....and forever. I love you Lobo. Visit mommy in her dreams. Lots of love, kisses and hugs my darling. ~XOXOXOXO~ October 15, 2011~ Hi my sweet baby. It's still so hard without you my love. I miss you so much. I think of you everyday Lobo. I like to remember our memories of our walks, your sweet, sloppy kisses, how you would constantly rub your big body against me (i know it was your way of showing me love), and your sweet demeanor. I love you always and forever my big boy. You are always in my heart. Mommy loves you so much. October 31, 2011~ Hi my love. Mommy misses you so much everyday. I'm always thinking of you. Are you enjoying the sunshine at the bridge my big boy? I can just imagine you romping through the fields, and playing with all the other angel fur babys. It hasn't gotten easier without you Lobo. I wish you were here with us every day. Heidi has been sick. We are praying that she gets better. Both her and Sophia miss you so much. Sophia was eating paper the other day, and she carries your soccer ball toy around everywhere. She is never far from it. I think it helps her feel close to you sweetheart. As for mommy, I still carry your bed and toys in the car. I know it sounds silly, but I'm just not ready to part with them. They help me feel close to you. You are always in my heart Lobo. No other will ever take your place. You were my first fur baby....You always will have my heart. Mommy loves you my big boy. Wait for me at the bridge....until we see each other again my love. ~XOXOXO~ November 14, 2011~ My big boy...mommy's here. I miss you so much Lobo. Still. Everyday. Not one day goes by that you are not in my thoughts. Wishing you were here with us always. The holidays are almost here, and it will not be the same without you. Heidi is doing better my love. I think she is going to be okay. My sweet Lobo. Oh, how I miss our daily walks, and your sloppy kisses. How I wish I could have one right now. You always knew how to make me feel better. Thank you for belonging to me my love. Visit me in my dreams my sweet boy. Mommy misses you so very much. Until we see each other again Lobo. ~XOXOXO November 24, 2011~ Happy Thankgiving my sweet Lobo. Our first year without you and in out heart's it does not feel the same without you. I know you are here with us. I carry you in my heart, mind, and soul.....always my big boy. Mommy will leave the drumstick for you. I know you would love that. I am so grateful that you were part of our family sweetheart. Thank you for being ours and for allowing us to be yours. You loved us unconditionally and forever will feel blessed that you did. Sweet sloppy kisses to you Lobo. You are never forgotten. Mommy loves you......forevery and always. ~XOXOXOXO~ December 5, 2011~ Mommy loves you so much. I miss you Lobo. December 21, 2011~ Hello my sweet boy. It's been a while since I wrote you, but you are in my heart and mind everyday. I miss you so much still my big boy. I cherish all the sweet memories that I have. I miss our walks so much....especially at this time of year. This will be our first Christmas without you Lobo. And I know it will not be the same without you. Who is going to help us open the presents? I love you so much baby. Mommy loves you forever and always. Sophia and Heidi too. I know you are still around...Sophia eats the paper now. It comforts me. Kisses baby boy. January 4, 2012~ My sweet baby Lobo....the Holidays were certainly not the same without you. You were so very missed by us all. Sometimes I can not believe it has been 9 months since you left us. I wish I could see you, hold you, get sloppy kisses from you, and just take a long walk around the neighborhood like we used to. You are never forgotten my sweet boy. Mommy loves you forever and always. January 17, 2012~ Hi my big boy. Today is Gabe's Birthday. And we wish you could be here with us all to help us celebrate. Your thought of every day my love. I can't believe its been over 9 months since you left us. But I carry you in my heart always. Mommy loves you baby. Forever and always. February 8, 2012~ My sweet boy Lobo. So much has happend in the past few weeks. Bev is in the hospital and Gabe was in the hospital. And I thought of you everyday, wishing you were here with me to brighten my day as you did everyday for almost 9 years. I still miss you so very much my big boy. You have been gone from us over 10 months and sometimes it still seems like just yesterday. It still is painful to be without you, but I smile at all the memories you left for me in my heart, and no one will ever take those away from me my baby. Sophia and Heidi miss you very much. Sophia sniffs your collar and leash daily. And then it looks like she is trying to find you at times. She does alot of the things that you used to. She loves to lay outside for long periods of time now. And the paper, oh my goodness, the paper. She loves to chew and eat it. Although, I can take it away from her easily. And you always made a game out of it, and made me chase after you all over the house. Oh, how I miss you my sweet Lobo. But what wonderful memories that I have to hold on to until we meet again at Rainbow Bridge. Mommy loves you so very much. ~XOXOXO~ March 2, 2012~ Hello my sweet baby. Almost a year since you were here. And still miss you like crazy. I wish you were here everyday. I love you Lobo. Mommy remembers you always. Lots of kisses and hugs my big boy. You are always in my heart. March 18, 2012~ My sweet Lobo. Checking in with you. Mommy misses you so much always my love. Bev and I were laughing today thinking of all the sweet memories that you left us with. Specifically the one where you jumped up on the kitchen counter to steal the roast. You ate our dinner baby. And we couldn't be mad at you. All we could do was laugh. Thank you my sweet boy, for being mine. For filling my life with such love and joy. Your companionship, your loyalty, and unconditional love filled my life and my heart so much. I will always love you Lobo. You will always be carried in my heart. Never forgotten my sweet boy. Mommy sends you sweet kisses and warm hugs. ~XOXOXO~ April 1, 2012~ My sweet boy Lobo. It's hard to believe that it has been a year since you have been gone already. I still see your sweet face vividly in my memories. Thank you my sweet boy. Thank you for being ours. Thank you for filling our lives with so much love, laughter and fun. You were our gentle giant. And when you left us you took a piece of my heart with you sweetheart. You are thought of everyday Lobo. I rememeber your silliness, the way you would look at me when you wanted something, and the way you would back your rear end into me so I could scratch your back. I miss our walks, how we would sit on the deck and look out at the canyon, and how you would bark at those silly birds who flew to close overhead. You always thought you could sit on my lap, and it was okay with me. I miss you baby. Everyday I miss you so much. I carry you in my heart and my thoughts always. You are never forgotten my love. Mommy loves you forever and always. ~XOXOXO~ April 30, 2012~ Hello my love. I know it's been a while since I wrote last, but you are thought of everyday my sweet boy. I miss you so much Lobo. There are times when I still cry at you not being here, but there are also times when I smile at the thought of all the wonderful memories that we shared. You brightened my day....everyday. There will never be another you my love. Only one Lobo. My Lobo. Mommy loves you sweetheart. Many kisses to you. |
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