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Memories of Poco

9/23/09 Thinking about you so much these days Poco. I still cry. Words cannot describe how much I miss you. I look at your pictures and just want to reach out and hug and kiss your beautiful face. I'm sorry its been so long since I've written. It doesnt mean you have been forgotten. You never ever could be forgotten. So much has happened. We had the baby in March and I have just now started to begin feeling better. It's been a rough road for me this past year. You were there with me thru some of it. I only wish you could have been here to see Brody. he is beautiful Poco, he reminds me so much of BJ when he was a baby. I know you would have loved him and protected him the way you did with the other boys right up until you died. This house will never be the same without you. I feel so incomplete. We got a cat in July, hoping to fill the void. It didnt. I love him, he is a beautiful cat, but he is not you. No other animal will ever be able to replace you. You were one of a kind. I hope you are having fun running around and playing and getting treats. I was cleaning the other day and found 2 of your bones behind the tv. Probably when the boys would tease you and throw them so you would chase them. I guess you never found those one huh? haa. You rest in peace my buddy and I love you and miss you always. Will write again sooner this time I promise. PS: I even missed your birthday in April. I am so sorry. I never forgot it, I just have been so busy with everything. I hope you forgive me. Happy Birthday my baby. Love you soooo much! xoxoxo 2/28/09 Hi buddy. still missing you everyday. Still crying whenever I think about you. So glad I have your pictures all around me and your ashes too. I always feel like you are around. I still go to fill your food dish in the morning. Some habits are hard to break. But I am missing you still and wish you could be here. New baby will be here soon, and I wish you could have been here with us to welcome him in the world. I know you would have loved him and protected him like you did the other kids. We all miss you & love you so very much. I will write again soon. XOXOXO 1/26/06 Poco baby I dreamt of you the other nite. It was so very real! I look at that like that was my sign from you to let me know you are happy and doing fine. You were a little reluctant for me to touch you at first but in the end you did, I got to hug you and kiss your beautiful face and i was even able to feel your cold wet nose! You know how I always loved that! Your ears went down & your tail wagged, you were happy to see me. I know now that you are okay. Thank you Poco. Thank you so much for coming to say goodbye once more! Any time you feel like paying me a visit in my dreams I am always happy to see you! I still love you, and miss you every single moment of every day. I kiss your picture every day and make sure to call your name at least once a day...that helps me thru my day. I feel when I call out your name, it brings you back, but most of all it brings me peace. Love & miss you so much baby! xoxoxo 1-10-09 Hi baby. I picked up your ashes yesterday. Now we finally have you back with us! Not the way we would really want you back...but at least we have you. They placed you in a beautiful oak urn and they even made us your pawprints on clay. Its beautiful. That was the hardest thing I had to do. Go back inside the very place where I last saw you alive. It was horrible. I miss you so much. More & more it seems as time goes by. Sometimes I feel like you are with us and I look around to see you are not there. It saddens me. I wish you would send me some signs so that I know you are okay. I want to hear your collar jingle...or your whimper to throw you a treat when I am eating something. I wish I could hear your breathing when you used to sleep beside our bed at nite. Or just the clunk noise you would make anytime you plopped yourself down to be comfortable. Anything. I look for your pawprints out in the snow. Or the "yellow" snow. Haaa. I miss that. I miss everything. I wish you could come back Poco. I love you so much. xoxox Rest in peace buddy. 1/7/09 It's been over 2 weeks since you left us buddy and people keep telling me it gets easier as time goes on. Right now, I dont see that happening. There is such an emptiness in our lives now. There is not a moment that goes by without us thinking of you and missing you. I wonder if you will ever know how much you meant to us and how much joy and happiness you brought us for all those precious 13 & 1/2 years. I would give anything for just one more moment with you. Just to hug you and kiss your beautiful face once again. There is so much that reminds us of you. I go to fill your food dish every day. I look for you in the spots where you always laid down. I even talk to you as if you were still here. We put your pictures everywhere so that no matter where we are we can see you. I keep your collar around my mirror in my car so you can still go for your rides with me. I never thought that day I took you to the hospital would be the last ride you would ever take with me. I'm sorry buddy. I'm so sorry this had to happen to you. You know we would have done anything we could to keep you here. But it would have been selfish of us to let you suffer. I hope you understand that we made the right choice. Your dad misses you more than anything. I dont think a day goes by where we dont cry or talk about you, and laugh about things you did. The kids miss you so much, especially Brandon. He thinks you are still at the doctor. He's much too young to understand, but you were his best buddy & playmate and now he is lost without you. I cant wait for the day where we can all be together again. So many people loved you Poco...EVERYBODY loved you. Everybody at the vet, your groomers, there are so many people that miss you. You should see the people who have signed your guest book and sent sympathy cards that didnt even know you! Its amazing. And its comforting to know others out there are feeling the same way as we are. Well my love, you rest in peace. I know you are happy & free and waiting for us to cross that bridge with you. Until then, I will see you in my dreams my sweetie. I miss you and love you with all of my heart. xoxox Poco. Love Mommy, Daddy, BJ & Brandon

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