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Memories of Sir

I had surgery this past summer. When I came home, my baby would sleep at my feet or on the back of the sofa. He was watching out for me. He would play with the yarn when I was doing plastic canvas. Each morning would find him sleeping outside my bedroom door. He loved to eat, play with his mouse and lick ice cream out of the bowl. Mostly he loved chicken. I loved holding him, sitting with him watching tv or reading or just watching him play. The night before my baby died. He used us some of the last energy he had to say good-bye. He visited my room and my partner's room. 12/1/10 My baby Sir. It has been two days since you left us for heaven. My tears do not stop and I miss you terribly. Your sister Madam also misses you and she has been a great comfort to me. I hope in your time on earth I did not neglect you. I was not perfect but you taught me unconditional love and patience. Please visit me from time to time in my dreams. I found one of your whiskers, hairs and some of your claws from the scratching post. I have put them in a baggie and keep them by my computer. Jim misses you. He printed a photo of you and had it framed for me. I have it hanging over my computer on the wall so I can look up at you. As I know you are looking down from me in heaven. I am glad you are not suffering anymore. I have been mad at God for not healing you. I just wanted you well. That was all I wanted for Christmas. But apparently, he needed you more. Love, hugs and kisses my faithful friend, confidant and baby. 14 years was not long enough but I hope I helped make your life easier while you were here. 12/2/10 My baby Sir. Today was another tough day for me. I cried and begged for you to come back to me. I am making a cd in memory of you. I am slowly getting over the guilt I am carrying. Did I spend enough time with you, did I push you away too often, why did we take that trip one week before you died, and did I favor your sister more then I did you. I love you both equally. You did sit with me from time to time. Especially watching the Golden Girls together. And when I was recovering from surgery, you were there watching over me. I miss you. My heart is breaking. Love and kisses from me to you in heaven. 12/3/10 My baby Sir. Today I realized that you were not coming back to me. It was hard to face the reality of it all. I had kept hoping there was a mistake and that you were alive. I still cry. I sit and hug your cat bed and cry. I am crying as I type this. We had to go to Walmart today after work and you were not here waiting for us. You were not here to take a nap with me. And tonight it is going to be cool and you will not be here to help keep me warm. I miss you so much. 12/4/10 My baby Sir. Thank you for visiting me last night even if it was just your tail showing. I knew it was you. The black tail stood up straight like it used to when you walked. You gave me great comfort. It was as if you were saying everything is going to be ok. I am feeling better today. Not so many tears. Remember what I told you. When the tears are not happening as often, it does not mean that I don't miss or love you. You will always be my baby. When I get your ashes this coming week, that will help me also because you will be home again. I love and miss you always. Please visit me again sometime. 12/5/10 Hello my baby Sir. I am missing you. We decorated for Christmas today. I did it for you, Jim and Madam. I really did not want anything to do with Christmas this year after you died. But I put up the tree for you so your spirit can come and sleep under it. Just like you did when you were alive. Madam is going good. She eats, sleeps and hollers at me. She has been sleeping with me every night since you left. I hate going to work and leaving her alone. My baby, I know you have been whispering in my ear to adopt another cat. But I am not ready yet. Give me some time to grieve the loss of you. I miss and love you. Kisses to you in heaven. 12/6/10 My baby Sir. It has been one week today since we had to put you to sleep. We picked up your ashes tonight. I put them in the cabinet with my collectible dolls so they would be protected. I did not cry as much today. But do not worry. You will not be forgotten. I still miss you tremendously. It is going to be cold tonight and I remember how you used to snuggle up with me when I sat down to read or when I went to bed. The condo does not seem the same without you. I still find myself looking for you. And when I can't find you, my heart wells up with tears. I hope you heard me talking to you today in heaven. I miss and love you always. 12/7/10 My baby Sir, Today I found myself continually talking to you and sometimes I would tear up. I went to the dentist today. They had to redo the crown. You always seemed to know when I would have any pain or discomfort from the dentist. You would hang around me more as if to check to see if I was alright. Madam is asleep on my bed right now. I worry that she sleeps too much now. When we go shopping on Friday, I will get her a toy to try and get her more active. Work is steady but after your death, listening to people complain about their order just gets trying. I want to say to them, there are more important things in life then whether you are going to get your order in time for Christmas. But I have to bite my tongue. I love and miss you my angel. Hugs and kisses to you in heaven. 12/9/10 My baby Sir, work was busy today. I kept thinking of you. I hope you keep hearing me say " I miss you." I will be glad when Christmas is over. I am just not into it that much this year. Losing you put a damper on the holiday. Madam is doing well. She slept by herself last night. I got worried when I woke up and she had not been into my bed. I found her sleeping in the recliner. I miss seeing you sleeping in your bed, on my bed, in the recliner or one the couch. I miss sitting with you watching tv or reading. Kisses to you in heaven my loyal friend. 12/11/10 My baby Sir, This has been the second weekend without you. We went to the zoo yesterday and a little shopping today. We have discussed adopting another kitten in the future. I just am not ready right now. But I want to get one before anything happens to your sister. She has been a great comfort to me. If I did not have her to help me through, it would be more difficult. I am alos looking for another job working with animals. I want something more rewarding instead of listening to people complain about their art purchase. Wish me luck. I miss and love you. You are not forgotten. I could never forget you, my angel. 12/14/10 My baby Sir, It has been two weeks since you left us for heaven. I am still missing you alot. Last night I cried for you again. Christmas is not the same without you. I bought two more ornaments for the tree on Sunday. One is of the Queen of Hearts. And the other is Sleeping Beauty. You remember how I watch those two movies over and over. Especially Alice In Wonderland. I am taking good care of your sister. She is asleep now on my bed. Sir, I am glad you are not in any pain anymore. I remember how your legs were starting to bother you. But I still wish you were here. I love and miss you my angel. Please visit me from time to time. 12/16/10 My baby Sir, I am missing you tonight. Madam and I were cuddled up on the bed for a little while. But you were not here to cuddle up with us. Christmas is 9 days away. The only thing I want for Christmas is a visit from you. I long to see you face once more. I love you my angel. I will never forget you. 12/21/10 My baby Sir. I am missing you. As Christmas get closer it's just another reminder that you are not here to share it with us. Thank you for guiding us to Donatello. We are adopting him. He is cute and lively. He reminds me of you when you were a kitten. He was born a month before you died. We pick him up tomorrow. He is orange striped. He is not a replacement for you. Noone could ever replace you. I love and miss you my angel. 12/24/10 Merry Christmas my baby Sir. I miss you. Christmas is not the same without you. Donatello has adjusted to being part of our family. Madam is fascinated by him but does not want him too close. She never wanted you too close either. If Jim had allowed it, I would have adopted another one also. Remember the first Christmas you share with us? You would climb up the tree. It wasn't funny at the time but remembering it makes me smile. I love and miss you my angel. 12/26/10 It's the day after Christmas my baby Sir. Christmas was not the same without you. I remember how you loved to sleep in empty boxes and we had a couple you would have loved. We took down the tree and decorations today so Donatella would not eat them when we go to work tomorrow. Madam has accepted Donatella but she does not want him to close and she will not sleep with me if he is in the bed at night. He is adorable. You would love to play with him. I love and miss you my angel. 1/4/11 My baby Sir, the New Year has begun I have been thinking about you alot. Madam is sick and it worries me. Please whisper to her to get better. Talk to the angels to help make her better. She has a cold but has stopped eating. I will take her back to the vet tomorrow. Donatello is a little demon. He reminds me of you. I miss you my angel. Kisses and hugs to you in heaven. 1/13/11 My baby Sir, Madam is feeling better. She worried us for awhile. She was not eating or drinking but the vet gave her some antibiotics and we keep rubbing her sinuses to help her smell again. I did not know cats will not eat what they cannot smell. Donatello is good. He is a hand full. But I love him. He sleeps with me most of the time. I still miss you so much. And somedays I still cry for you. You are not forgotten. I put up a photo of you at work. Hugs and kisses to you in heaven my angel. I love you. 2/4/11 My baby Sir. It has been a tough week for me. I keep thinking how I wish you had taken me with you. The strain of all that is going on is unbearable and I am sinking further into depression. Jim is retiring in May. I am going to stay on that long and then see what happens. I miss you. You always knew when I was upset. You would be by my side to help me through it. Madam and Donatello are doing well. I don't know what I would do without them. I miss and love you. 5/23/11 My baby Sir, It has been over 3 months since I have typed on here. I am doing ok. Jim is semi-retiring. So that helps my job situation a little better. I feel better about staying where I am working. I still miss you so much. I cry from time to time. Mostly at night. I am doing better forgiving myself about your death and the time I could have spent with you instead of on the computer. I learned though and the first thing when I get home a night I play with Donatello and Madam. Madam is doing good. I think her legs are starting to bother a little bit. I love you. 9/11/11 My baby Sir. It has been almost 10 months since you went away. I still miss you very much. I have finally forgiven myself about taking that trip a week before you died. My job situation is horrible now. I feel all this pressure on myself now and sometimes have so much anger I could explode. I feel your presence nearby from time to time. I know you have been watching over. Donatello has been a blessing. Noone could ever replace you but I feel you sent him to me to help me through these difficult times. He seems ot know what I am upset. Much like you did when you were here with me. I love you always. 11/28/11 My baby Sir. Tomorrow will be the one year anniversary of you going over the Rainbow Bridge. I have my days when I wish I could join you now. I don't know how much longer I can hold it together. I am full of anger and cry when no one can see me. It has been a tough year with your passing, Jim retiring and my job situation. I feel under so much pressure. I miss you. I miss how you always knew when I was upset or not feeling well. Please my baby visit me again. I need you. I don't know what to do. 12/16/11 My baby Sir. As Christmas approaches, I miss seeing you sleep under the tree or with the Christmas stuffed animals. I still cry for you. I can't help it. We place your picture next to my bed. You are now watching over me spiritually and from your photo. Madam and Donatello are doing good. They are such a comfort to me. I will never forget you. And noone can take your place in my heart. XXOOO

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