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Ouch
by Liz Black.........................................
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Ouch what I wouldn't give to have you on the back of the couch where you belong; to have you live with me for a little more as long as you weren't sore. I miss you. There is a crater in my life that you made when you left this plane There's a light you brought to my life that I look for every night. My back, feels as if a knife has been stuck between my shoulder blades since you've been gone. I've had one good night of sleep, well, may- be two since you've been gone. The pain doesn't fade it doesn't diminish. I feel like this play has had a sick finish. Most days I fake it - and almost believe - that I'm okay but I can't shake it - no real relief - I don't want you away. You were so much a part of me and now that you have departed from me I feel I have to relearn life. It's almost like having to learn to walk again, to breathe again to talk again to be me again. To be everything again without you, Linus. Minus Linus I am a sore excuse for a person. Without you, I am a diet version. I miss you, my best friend. I don't think I could ever be prepared for the end. I never thought you could make me care so much with how many defenses I had built. And now I don't know if that part of me has been killed, if I have anywhere else to grow even after everything you've taught. I want to make you proud of me but right now that's a lot to ask for a task for which I am not prepared. I never thought I could have cared this much for anyone again. I truly miss you my dearest friend. |
Comments would be appreciated by the author, Liz Black
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