Scooter had the most amazing life and we will remember those times as the choice we had to make was the most difficult and horrifing choice you could imagine making. I am still asking myself why did I have to make it? Was it right? How can I forgive the person I see in the mirror? Scoot was put to rest May 14,2010 at 530 pm he took his last breath very shortly after then his little heart just stopped as well as mine....My heart is shatterd and I am not sure it will ever feel better.

I know he did not suffer and he is not in pain any more, but how do I tell my 7 year old son his Big brother is gone? I packed his things up last night after I got back home folding his little clothes knowing that would be the last time I would fold them, washed his beds and blankets thinking what kind of Mother would do that to her child? Will this ever go away the guilt I feel for making a choice for him? I hate myself for what I did.....

Scoot I am so sorry and I ask as you sit there on that Bridge look for Mommy and Daddy as we will come see you and bring you some pepperoni's please forgive me Scoot. We love you and our lives will never be the same without you and your annoying bark....

Wait for us we will come get you....I promise!

I have cried so many tears and I will continue to cry more I am sure this pain is hard and my heart just hurts...I am so sorry please GOD forgive me, and help us get through this, I know if you bring me to it, you will bring me through it, I am begging you don't leave my side now I need your help...