I am gazing out of the window
The snow is falling fast
I'm thinking about you
And all the memories that will forever last

I miss you so much
I wish I could wrap my arms around you
I close my eyes and see your face
Your sleeping at my feet so cozy and warm
I feel a wave of emptiness
I feel so forlorn

Oscar comes and sits beside me
He puts a paw on my arm
I know he feels my sadness
He tries to comfort me
He knows my heart is torn

What can I do to feel happy again
Even little Barney does not help to ease the pain
He can never replace you, and I do love him so
Why Oh Why did you have to go?

It is Christmas time a happy time of year
Not so for me
Now that your not here

I am remembering our Christmas Day walks in the snow
This year won't be the same
The tracks in the snow will be Oscar and Barney's
Your's are in Heaven to remain

It's been 10 months since you've been gone
I've thought of you every day
Why did God take you from me in such a sad way?
Was it meant to make me strong?
I did not deserve to lose you
What did I do that was so wrong?

Goodbye for now my precious "Boy"
Tis the Season of Comfort and Joy
Stay happy and safe
Until we meet again in that Special Place. LUV MOM©©©©